The Journey Continues....

_______//The Complexity of Simplicity....

And it happens once again....I'm stuck in the middle of decision making. I know what to do and everything, it's just a matter of actually doing it and choosing how to approach the situation. I hope you never read this. I want to tell someone so badly, and I already have. But I wish I could have said more about the subject. I guess that's reserved for the main person I should be telling all of this to. Whenever that happens..... I've been thinking the situation over and over....Trying not to forget the little details [well major details] that were discussed. I really don't want to forget anything that was said even if that includes me being totally speechless. I keep thinking of all the people I could call just to make conversation with but I can't pick up the phone to dial one number. There are two people that I really want to talk to. One of them I don't know what to say or how to put it. The other one is probably doing something interesting. I think today [for me] is just one of those days that don't really make sense. A day where plans easily fall apart. WHICH! Is exactly what happened today. I was supposed to be going with my mom and grandma to visit my great aunt but that didn't happen. This morning around 6, my mom wakes me up after I had only been asleep for 3 hours. She wakes me up by asking can I stay at home and watch my sick ol' niece. Pissing and moaning to myself, of course I say yes. So now here I am...Babysitting. My niece appears to be feeling fine. Right now she's taking a nap and I'm stuck here. Yay for me. Ohhhh well.

_______//Random

Yesterday I went to my grammy's house and spent time with her and my mommy. It was pretty cool and I totally missed the storytelling thingy on Monday. Anyways, I played with the little "pep" band type thing for Kyle's mommy. That was nice because it felt good to help someone else. Shoot, I'm out of stuff to talk about right now because I have things to clear up....So....Adios everyone.

::the sound::

I had a dream last night...

                                                                 An interesting one.

It took place on December 31st....New Years Eve....

I was somewhere..It kind of reminded me of Times Square..Only..Different..

A lot of people were there....but I only remember Sammy and Saeed.

Finally the clock struck midnight and everyone was cheering and someone set off a bunch of fireworks....

Pictures fell from the sky....They were really nice, but I got the crappy one....

I went cruising with -someone- and we ended up going out on base....To play miniature golf....

I forgot what else happened but it was neat....

I don't need to wish on a shooting star....

Memories...

Okay...I finally want to get this all out...

Saturday...November 19, 2005...

4 hours on a bus wondering what would happen when we finally stopped. Well, we all found out. Long Beach, California. WHOOOOT! I guess I was expecting to cry when it was over, but I didn't. I just kind of stood there thinking about everything that we had all been through in the previous years and how I didn't want it to end with just that one day. But, it did. Wow. We did an awesome job though and I did exactly what I wanted to do...Walk away from that competition with no regrets. It was a great season and I thank everyone who made it great and everyone who stuck through all of the hardwork and long practice hours. All I want though, is to do it all over again. Not because I want to change things, but because I want the opportunity to be a part of something that great just one more time. Haha, I guess this is a bit pathetic but it's hard to let go of something that you've been dedicated to for so long knowing that you'll probably never do it again. I still find that hard to believe...but time waits for no one. Enjoy it while you have it...

.....senior o6.

                                  TIGER     

          PRIDE!

Pictures + Audio (Hopefully) will be posted soon...

Short...Sweet...Simple....

I'M SICK...AGAIN...again...again...

I WUV YOU BABY!!! *mUaH*